Imperfection (1/1)

Like any other day, I was in my room waiting for my phone blow up by my boyfriend. Let me tell you about him. He is a pretty boy and every girl is dying being with him but he chooses me. His confession wasn’t that complicated but sweet, I guess. A simple text that contains 2 words blows me. He simply texted me ‘Be mine’ and the next thing I knew, I was his. He is my first boyfriend and it took me time to learn how to love him. I didn’t like him at first since I knew him for only 2 months so I consider him as a classmate.He is human so he made mistakes and have flaws. Simple, he is not a romantic guy. I expected so much on our 1st monthsary but it turn out isn’t great. We didn’t went out since it was my dad’s birthday so I text him. Guess what? He replied me like the next day. I was fuming in anger. I didn’t tell him anything since I didn’t want to make anything worst. Our 3rd monthsary, he wished me but one thing, he bitch talked me. On the 5th monthsary, he hang out with his friends instead and on his birthday, we had lunch together but when we were going home, he said something painful,‘Romance doesn’t exist in this world’I was amaze. I keep asking myself ‘Why do even love me?’ or ‘Why am I sticking with you?’ then I remembered. I don’t like to hurt people. My friends describe me as naïve. I agreed. I baked cupcake on my owned and wrapped it nicely in the box and surprise him on his birthday. Guess what he gave me on my birthday. His headphone’s box and inside was filled with gums, the long biscuits, colour pens and an IPod Nano. You guys will think as, ‘Wow, an IPod Nano and what does this bitch wants more?’ The IPod was scratched and it was passed down. He had an IPod touch therefore he gave an old one. I didn’t want an IPod. All I needed was his love or at least for a present is a bunch of roses? I ended up spending my birthday with a bunch of my nicest friends. He wrote on the card and it is sweet I guess but guess where he wrote it. On the card that I gave him on his birthday. You must be asking why I didn’t spend time with my family instead. My mom was working and my dad, he left me and my mom before my birthday. It was sad. I am not going to talk about the funeral since he didn’t came at all and my other friends did. It was painful. My friends who were outside of my school hated him but I keep saying he is fine. I gave him a warning and told him about my feelings and he said he willing to change but I guess it was lies.Back to the present, I am lying down on my bed and reading a book. I checked my Twitter after few minutes and he tweeted me. Guess what he tweeted? ‘Happy Monthsary and hey watch this video that have no link with our monthsary but yeah.’ I was why don’t I listen and the song call Born to Die. What is he implying? I simply reply, ‘Happy Monthsary too’. I am too shock or more likely hurt? Who would send their girlfriends those kind tweets. I expected a long sweet message but he send me those stuff. I didn’t cry. I just stood there in shock. I didn’t notice my closes friend came in.“Happy Monthsary honey~ Hana, are you okay?” My friend, Jinae asked with concern.“Yeah, must be.” I replied absent minded.Without warning, she took my phone checked it out. I didn’t budge it. I knew I wouldn’t win her. She read his tweet and she only said one or maybe two sentences.“He is an asshole. Break up with him” She bluntly said.Jinae, she has been there all the time. I told her everything about my relationship. She keeps saying he is an asshole and asking me to break up with him and insist not to. Instead of her, I also talk to one of my online friends. We whatsapp each other often and she will also say the same thing as Jinae. I want to break up with him but my heart is not allowing it. It made me go insane. I wanted to meet him and cry but my tears wouldn’t allow that since people thought I was a strong person. After a few hours chatting with Jinae, she left since she wanted to give me time alone. I decided to walk around the park around my neighbourhood. I changed in a hoodie and long jeans. I didn’t forget my winter jacket since it is snowing in Seoul. You know that moment when you walk around and seeing couples all around and you are actually someone’s but you seem single at that time. I was devastated. It was our monthsary he didn’t even asked me out on a date. Oh yeah, we never ever went on a date before. See? He just never was a romantic person. Soon, I got a text.‘Are you at the park because I see someone like you’He doesn’t even know his own girlfriend. How amazing? I decided not to even reply him. I continued enjoying the view. Suddenly, I felt someone covering my eyes.“Guess who?” The voice speaks.“Woohyun Oppa?” I guessed.Yes, my boyfriend is Woohyun. An high school senior in my school. The pretty face with a build boy but he isn’t a romantist. He thinks romance is fake and stuff.“Happy Monthsary again?” He saidI just smiled. I didn’t know what to do. Suddenly, my tears betrayed me it falls down but I tried to hide it. I turned the other way to avoid looking at him. My heart squeeze like it was being trap between a squeezer. He continued talking like nothing happening. Somehow, he remembered about the song and he decides to ask me. I shook my head to answer his question. Without me noticing, he put his hand under my chin and he forces me to look at me. I didn’t budge at last.“Y-Yah. Why are you crying? Did I do anything wrong?” He said.I didn’t replied but continue crying alone. He didn’t know what to do. He went squatting in front me and hold my hand.“Hana-ah, I know I did something wrong. Isn’t because I am not romantic enough? I knew it. I didn’t believe in this stuff until I meet you and in the last weeks I decided to change. It is hard but I am trying. Trust me. I will be a better person. Give one more chance.” He confesses.He stands and gave me a warm hug. After that, he kissed my forehead, followed by my cheek then my nose and a long sweet kiss on my lips. Our first kiss under the snow was the romantic thing had happened to me. ______________________________________________________________________________________________Okay.. So hi. Yes, this base on true story except for the last part where the Park part and Woohyun is a romantist in real life. I Love you Namu~ So, enjoy. Thanks for reading :3