Chapter 18 (1/1)

Chapter 18 Back home again, everything seemed not like before. Jessica tried to hold a column to help her body stand well. She was still weak after operation. However, she pretended that it was nothing happening to her.As soon as she got her room, she walked toward her bed and dropped her body there for taking a rest. But before she could close her eyes, the door was opened, showing up Luhan entering the room.She glanced at him weirdly.His eyes were full of emotional but his face was a bit pale.“Luhan, are you already home?” she forced a smile and tried to bring herself up from the bed.Seeing how her become weak, Luhan was speechless. He wanted to open his mouth and talked, but he considered if it wasn’t a right time to fight.He really loved her. He never wished to separate with her again but…. He was so done enough with her.Who was a better husband than him?She did bad things and he became evil for her.He supported all her careers. He looked after her.She even kicked her sister off; he still made up her rumors.She took birth control pill secretly, he still forgave her.She didn’t want a baby, he still followed her decision.But.. what if the baby had already been exist, how come she killed it? What a cruel mother!Did she really have a heart?Luhan leaned his right palm against the wall, stooping his neck and crumpled his eyes. He had no word to speak out nor did he want to fight her. He was tired with such a life.“What’s matter?” Jessica asked once, sensing if he wanted to speak up.Luhan raised his face to face her and pretended to be normal.“What have you done today?” he asked.She was speechless. Did he find out or something?“………..” seeing she had no word, then he continued.“Before we got married, I knew it was for the sake of business. However, I still accepted it because I love you. I always dreamt to make you mine and give me all your love.” He stopped, gazing at her.“………..” she bit her lip.“You wanted me to put my hand in your company. I also followed your wish. You took birth control pill and hid me, I still forgave you. Even it pained, I didn’t want to lose you. You did unacceptable things; I was at your back and supported you. Sometimes, I felt guilty to something I did for you and…” he gulped and went on “Jung Sooyeon, have you ever loved me even once???”His eyes were full of pain.Jessica couldn’t even open her mouth and spoke out. She felt sorry toward him. She knew Luhan always supported her at behind. He gave her everything, influence, power, wealth and especially a family. It was too much to bring an innocent man like him to the fight between her and Krystal.“Fine..” Luhan bit his lip, walking toward her once.He moved close to her, picking her chin to have eyes contacted with her.“Look into my eyes..” he commanded.She understood if Luhan’s innocent eyes weren’t nice like before.“And tell me why you took out my baby?” he questioned once.And tell me why you took out my baby?And tell me why you took out my baby?And tell me why you took out my baby?Suddenly that sentence was full in her ears. Of course, she had killed his baby, no matter what. She was at a fault. Luhan knew it now. She really couldn’t face him.Jessica quickly moved away, trying to avoid from her husband’s gaze.Seeing how she avoided, the tall man suddenly laughed out painfully.“Jung Sooyeon.. How come you did this? Huh? Do I look fool in your eyes? If you hadn’t wanted to be with me, you have been able to reject our marriage.”“………………..”“You don’t want to bear a child, I still followed your decision. And what if it already came in this world…” he suddenly cried out, plopping himself to the floor tiredly and continuing “How come you killed him?”“Luhan..” she waved her head and finally she cried too. She wanted to talk but she didn’t know how to tell him. She was at fault, she was full of guilt and she had no right to talk. She deserved his blame.“I can forgive you all thing you have done but for this one…” he stood up again, facing her and talking “You will never receive my kindness again, Jung Sooyeon. You killed my child, you are a murder.”She kept crying.“You will deserve your sin this time. Heaven is watching you..” And then Luhan ran off the room immediately, leaving a curse to a woman he had loved all his life.No matter what, she couldn’t avoid from the fact she killed her own child. Jessica couldn’t forgive herself either, not mention if Luhan could be okay.In a lonely room, she just realized that it wasn’t a home anymore without him.Luhan was really leaving and she was all alone here.……………………….It had been a week that Jessica had moved out from the Xi and today she received a divorced request letter from the Xi. All her pain was suck in her throat. Sometimes, she really wanted to wake up from this nightmare soon. The fact couldn’t be changed. She just realized that she really loved him. However, she had to let him go for the sake of her feeling to him. She couldn’t stand to see him hurt more and more because of her.That night she was drinking wine at the porch alone. Her mom was sleeping over at her dad’s place to look after him. She had no one to talk about her case.Slowly another shadow appearing behind the glass wall; Krystal came to plop her butt on the chair in front, poured a wine to her glass and she drank it without asking permission from the owner.Jessica gazed at her once.“You won a company, but you lost a love.” said Krystal with a dry smile.“A loser like you, have no right to judge me.” Jessica cursed, grabbing her bottle of wine back and pouring to her glass to have a drink.“So you meant you are happy for this result? You are wealth now.” Krystal kept smiling and trying to take Jessica’s bottle but she struggled back.“You just quit from the company, not mean you have no money to buy wine for your own?” Jessica teased, trying to hold the bottle tight.“And you are a CEO, why you are so mean for just the wine?” Krystal raised her eyebrow.Finally Jessica gave up the wine to her. She had no mood to fight with this girl anymore.Krystal poured the wine into her glass again, accompanying Jessica drink under moonlight. This was the first time that these two sisters could sit and drink together.No matter what Jessica had done, Krystal still wanted to be with her and shared all her pain.They spent their night without chatting, just only drank.……………………….In the early morning, Jessica waked up again and found herself in a strange room. Next to her, it was Krystal sleeping in the same bed with her.What the heck! How come she ended up on this bitch’s bed?Recalling again to something happened last night, Jessica had drunk too much and Krystal had been her company.“Emmm..” Krystal daydreamt, hugging her sister’s waist.Jessica quickly pushed her head away before she jumped off from the bed.……………………These days, the news of breaking up between CEO Jung and CEO Xi became a worse rumor that Jung Enterprise faced to bankrupt for the Xi suddenly left their supports. Shares decreased again, Jessica really tried her best to stop that rumor and find the other supports. It was only if one of the big companies would invest in the Jung. Without Krystal, Jung Enterprise couldn’t find an easy way to be trusted by the investors.“We can’t wait for the Xi to put his hand anymore. We should try to find the other supports for now.” said Kibum in the council meeting.Jessica nodded because she understood that Luhan would leave her behind and never helped again. They were no longer couple anymore. So it was meaningless to help her again. All her needs were among of money from a big company. Think carefully again, she regretted to let the Xi’s shares influent in her company damn much. She needed to find investors again.“We contacted CEO Li, but he recommended us to sell a land under your name to them for the exchange to make him put his hand.” Kibum continued.“A land? Which one?” Jess frowned, recalling if she really had a land. Slowly, she realized that her dad gave her a land for her married present.“Is that a land in Guangzhou?” she asked.“Nope, a place at Koh Kong Island which Chinese government is developing. It gave more advantages to the Li clan and many business people.” Kibum told, checking some documents to show the CEO.He put them at her place and described more “the land is about 1000m x 2000m. It can be built a big shopping center once. However, it costs too much price. Even some Chinese companies which have money can’t buy it not because of price but chance. No one sells the land at that place yet as they are waiting for the right time to invest there.”“Koh Kong Island? -_-; You must be kidding me. I don’t even know--” she hadn’t talked yet, Kibum moved to the page of the owner’s name. It was Jessica Jung and her id card.“Why didn’t I know?” she got a big surprise.“Mr. Xi presented you for your marriage. I heard it, didn’t you really know?” asked Kibum.“Luhan???” she frowned, trying to think if he had mentioned once about this present.“Well, Ms. Krystal was the witness of this present.” Kibum added more.“Krystal?” she said, recalling what had happened.~ Well now, I am going to tell you all…. I asked your sister to get my present to you. I am planning you a present tonight, so I had to meet her, included helping her. Babe, I’m begging you. Please contact me back..Remembering again, Luhan said he had a present for her but she never received it and she didn’t know what it was either. For long time, she had forgotten about that present too.…………………….“Where is my innocent Luhan before? You look so different.”“You killed him already.”“Did I?”“Yes, your charm attacked him to die and an evil soul took an advantage to use his body.” “I love you, Sooyeon. Please be with me forever.”All those words and moments were full in her brain. Jessica wiped her tear when she realized it came unknowingly. Looking at the window of the car, she realized that she stayed here for a half hour already. The traffic jam interrupted her travel while her driver was trying to make a move.Slowly, she checked her phone, looking for the old photos she had with her ex-husband. His smile was bright and full of happiness when he had been with her. Unknowingly, she sensed his pain. She shouldn’t have ruined his life. She really felt sorry to betray his loyalty.An hour passed by very fast, Jessica finally arrived at the Jung office to check her own immovable properties. Her lawyer came and gave her the details about her land in that island.“Even though it’s under your name, still you need a seal for this immovable property.” said the lawyer, showing some pages for her “Because Mr. Xi stamped it when he bought this land. You will have full right of this property if you get that seal from him.”“So I have to talk with Luhan?” she asked in a serious tone.Of course, she didn’t dare to face him again. Moreover, it was too shame to ask for his property to sell out even he had already given her.However, the Jung really needed among of money and she had to do it, no matter what.“Yes, you should talk with CEO Xi about this.”…………………………It had been long time that they hadn’t met. Today, Jess made a request to see him and talk again.In the high status restaurant, music was being played softly. The moment was quiet and romantic. There weren’t many people here.Luhan finished his drink, wiping his mouth with scarf and then ga