//leaving (1/1)

Jinyoung feels like leaving Jaebeom. He always has his temper. He gets angry easily. He cannot talk to him for a minute without Jaebeom being sarcastic.He knows that Jaebeom is tired. He’s tired of being the leader. He’s tired of being scolded by the managers when something happened to their performances even if it was just a small slip that the fans would not notice. But failure, even as small as a speck of dust, is not an option for them, especially for rookies like them.He feels like leaving Jaebeom. He studies too much at night. He wakes up too early the next day. He nags too early in the morning. His voice resounds through the dorm. He composes songs until he’s perfect.Jinyoung feels like leaving Jaebeom. Because Jaebeom is perfect. He deserves someone better than Jinyoung who has faults in everything he does.But Jinyoung cannot leave Jaebeom.He always has his temper and only Jinyoung can make it go away. He gets angry easily and only Jinyoung can make him smile again. He is always sarcastic and only Jinyoung can get what he really means.Jaebeom is always tired and Jinyoung can make him calm and happy and relaxed. He’s tired of being the leader and Jinyoung becomes his substitute when Jaebeom feels like everything just doesn’t work out. Jinyoung is Jaebeom’s rock.Jinyoung knows he cannot leave Jaebeom because during the nights when Jaebeom studies too hard and too much, only Jinyoung will make him the coffee and snacks he wants and only him will get through the night with Jaebeom if he needs to. Jaebeom nags too early in the morning but Jinyoung calms him and the members down. His voice resounds through the dorm, but everyone loves his voice, angry or not. He composes songs until he’s perfect and Jinyoung will be there to judge it.Jinyoung feels like leaving Jaebeom. Because Jaebeom is perfect. He deserves someone better than Jinyoung who has faults in everything he does.But Jinyoung doesn’t want to leave Jaebeom. And Jaebeom doesn’t want him to leave. Because with Jaebeom’s simple words, Jinyoung knows he’s not perfect and yet Jaebeom loves him perfectly.“You’re perfect for me. You’ve done things for me perfectly. You’re everything I’ve ever wanted. You might not be perfect for others, but for me you’re enough. More enough and more perfect than everything else I’ve ever crossed paths.”