//abandon (1/1)

He left.When I was down, he snapped at me and told me things I cannot understand. He got angry with me because of things I know I should have or I should’ve not done. He told me that things were not the same anymore.Jinyoung left me when I was down. He left me when I have nobody else. He left me during my worst. I bet he doesn’t deserve my best.But I love him so much. I love Park Jinyoung so much. I weep, I sobbed, I cried. Why did he left me?I heard a knock on the door. I hope it is Jinyoung. I hope he comes back to piece me back up. I hope he realise that I love him so much and I would give him everything.Just come back to me, Park Jinyoung.The door opened up and I saw the bright lights from the living room across my own bedroom. I saw Jinyoung smiling at me, but he panicked when he saw the flowing tears from my eyes. He dropped the bag he has and ran towards me.“YAH! DID ANYONE CHECKED UP ON JAEBEOM HYUNG WHEN I WAS OUT?” he yelled to the people outside. I trembled because of the cold wind that brushes past my skin.“Hyung, why are you crying? I was just out to the convenience store and the drugstore! I was buying foods and your medicines. Why are you crying?” Jinyoung consoled me. He comforted me with his words.“Oh my…YAH JACKSON!! CALL THE AMBULANCE! JAEBEOM HYUNG’S GOING DELIRIOUS! HIS FEVER IS REALLY HIGH!!!!” It was the last thing I heard from Jinyoung until I fell to sleep.They said it was days since I passed out. When I woke up, Jinyoung was holding my hand. I tried not to move so that he won’t wake up. I waited for a few minutes and I saw him stir in his sleep and crack his eyes open slowly.“Hyung!” he said. I asked for water.“When I saw you days ago, you were crying! Why were you crying hyung?” Jinyoung asked.“I did?” I asked. He nodded.“I don’t know about that,” I said, not looking at him in the eyes. He smirked and I knew right then that he knows I am lying.“Ha ha ok, I know. I thought you were leaving! I was delirious! Nobody told me you were just going to get food and medicines,” I deadpanned.“You are so cute hyung,” he  said, laughing.“I love you Jaebeom hyung,” he added, while I looked away blushing.“I love you too,” I whispered so softly not even I myself can hear it.“I can’t hear hyung,” he teased.“I love you too, I said.”“Hmm?”“I love you too.”“I still can’t hear it.”“I LOVE YOU TOO PARK JINYOUNG!” I yelled. He laughed at me and leaned forward to kiss my lips but I restrained him from doing so.“I don’t want you to get sick too.” I said. But Jinyoung is Jinyoung and he is hard-headed, and still kissed me on my lips.