Description:Yeah as you can read from the title...Yup Im having Anorexia.... Whatever right?I dont even really think its anorexic like whenever look up the net on anorexic people they’re all like ultra skinny and I’m like 2/3 more heavier than them but the symtoms and some of the "thingys" they say on Wikipedia Actually made sense to me... AND Im really sorry for not updating anymore...ive been Busy with school and homework coping with new school,subjects and friends.. LAZY OKAY I ADMIT IM LAZY BUT ITs true though...I live in Singapore and im 13 actually this year Shows why my writing skills sucks soooo much so we kinda have to go to Secondary school and yeah... New subjects,school,friends,teachers... OKAY so this feeling of having anorexia and my little fantasies of me and oppass AHHH! Made me write this story so  yea Stay tune.   Hana-ah…Umma …Jeongmal…Mianhae…” “W-wae umma?” “You’re down with anorexia” Hearing that sentence my life, my everything…. Gone…With just that sentence…Maybe you may say I’m exaggerating but no… it actually makes sense because I’m like really skinny for a 13 years old. My weight is 28kg and my height is 160cm…yeah see that difference? People always tell me I’m too skinny.my bones stick out. Yeah i know that but what do you expectme to do?I don’t feel like eating every single day and does anyone care?No.i eat once a day and that’s only one burger. Why am I only eating that much you say?It’s cause every time I eat a hamburger my stomach gets full and I cant even drink another cup of water.My fault you say for not forcing myself?No. really.I’ve tried forcing and I ended up vomiting the whole week.Try eating with your stomach full and eat a plate of rice.what do you feel?Pain?Yea the pain is so excruciating huh?Yea that’s my life.Vomiting every week.Getting scoldfed every single day.for what?Not eating much.When I see my food it looks like something you really won’t eat like poop.Yeah no matter if its pizza,ramen etc. And when I force myself I feel like vomiting soo much.life doesn’t stop here… read if you wanna know more. -Jung Hana(13)   “hey you look pale hana are you alright?”“This?Its normal…I’m Pale everyday” “hey do you wanna eat?” “E-e-at?N-no t-thanks…” Yea that’s what she says everytime I strike a conversation with her.What is it?”I’m alright” “Food?Nah”I really hate seeing her like this.She’s so skinny,pale.While I’m yeah...normal. girls crowd around me but I don’t want them I want hana.I want her attention.I want her heart.Yeah you may think it’s cheesy or you may say I’m too young to think about love.I just want her to be happy.like really happy.She’s the Bubbly,smilely girl in school but outside?She’s what people say…Depressing.She cuts herself everyday.Yeah you guys may think “omg she’s so emo” or what ever shit you guys wanna say.people say she’s skinny,ugly.or like go “eww” whenever you’re near her.thats why I want to be her prince charming.Be her prince.someone whom she can trust.Tell all her secrets,feelings.I want to be that someone.Not someone who has to be away from her.far away young love you may say?Yeah,its just that phrase.It makes sense.Our situation.She’s someone whom we don’t call outcast or popular girl but someone who’s…I don’t know..in the middle.She’s smile’s everyday.She’scrazy everyday.She spazzez about k-pop everyday making me fall for her more.She’s a dirty minded person.She’s skinny.You guys may say she’s ugly,doesn’t deserve to be loved because of her body size.but no,you guys are so wrong.She’s someone adorable I wanna say.she’s cute.Beautiful.Amazing.wonderful…Perfect… Yeah that’s just her side.My side?I’m someone you people say,perfect,handsome,popular or whatever man…I don’t really care anymore.i have “friends” who are like, “ Dude you saw that girl uhhh..ana?nana?Bananna?She’s sooo ugly.crazy. skinny  too.OMg look at those pimples! EWW” Yea..It feels really annoying to be around them who talk about your crush every 24/7. doesn’t make it better that we stay together…Yeah…that’s all I wanna say…There’s more but…yea…Stay  tune…  -Kim Myungsoo (15)   Foreword Foreword: Kim Myungsoo (YES JUST IMAGINE HE’S THE 15 YR OLD VERSION OF MYUNGIE)Age:15Personality:Understanding,friendly,doesn’t really smile a lot but is really friendly.Others:Friends with teen top.Kingka of the school with his friends.Has a crush on you.your neighbor.RICH.(I AM NOT HATING ON teen top TO BE THE MEAN GUYS!!I JUST PICKED IT RANDOMLY.PLEASE DON’T SCOLD  MEFOR PUTTING  THEM AS THE MEAN PEOPLE.PS:I’M AN ANGEL!)                            Jung HanaAge:13 (JUST IMAGINE SHE’S 13 TT_TT)Personality:Smiley,kind,crazy as in like a crazy fangirl like me?i don’t know… she’s fun to be with..understandingOthers:Not an outcast  nor a queenka.people like her for her personality.(EXCEPT TEEN TOP THEY HATE HER)Anorexic.Neighbor of Myungie. Same school as myungie (DUHHH ._.) doesn’t know Myungie likes her because she’s notthat close with him because of Teen Top but she thinks myungies’ different from them. As in NICE….Loves Infinite as oppas after she got to know them.                                                                                                          Teen TopTHE MEAN KINGKA’SAge:13-16Personality:MEAN.MEAN.MEAN people…well..to you only.OTHER:HATES HANA A LOT. PICKS ON HANA A LOT.BULLIES HANA A LOT.Actually one of them likes you but…                                                     INFINITE  THE NEW/NICE KINGKASAge:13-18PERSONALITY:SUPER NICE.Treats you like a little sister once they get to know you.SWEET people.-LITERALLY-  KIND.understanding. bubbly.Others: the new kingkas of the school                                                              BTOBBEST FRIENDS OF YOU AND ILHOON.Age:12-17PERSONALITY:Just...Just Perfect. Nah..Their Dorky,Nice,Kind, Uhmm how do i put it...Theyre not Intelligent people.Youre like a sister to them.OTHERS: Theyre SUPER CLINGY. Jung Ilhoon.Hanas Best Friend.Age:13Personality: Hes kindd,SUPER KIND,weird,Cute oh and Somehow he can Know what youre talking about in yourMind kind of like a mind reader and you can also Kind of hear what he says in his mind too.So its like a mind conversation?   I will -PROMISE- update the first chapt tomorrow!LOVE YALL