Awakened  The 4th of April.Thats when he lost his world, his everything.And he, himself was the cause of it.His doubt, his disbelief was everything behind this miserable state of his.He was asked to face his pyschologist. He was told to move on.But nothing helped.This suffocating depression just wouldnt stop pestering him.He wanted to isolate himself from this world.He wanted to be alone.He hated to be told that it wasnt his fault though it apparently was.He hated to face the truth.All he desired was a clean death.But he was afraid.Afraid of seeing her although he misses her day and night.Afraid of accepting the fact that she wouldnt forgive him no matter how many times he apologizes.He just wanted to rewind time.Correct every single mistake he had done that cut her to the heart.Thats all.But he vividly knew that it was not possible.But what could he still do?  ForewordI was inspired by one of Teen Tops new song to create this fanfic.I was having a hard time thinking who I should put as the main characters.And there, there, L.Ji popped into my mind.Therere some of my readers who ship L.Ji in my MyungYeon fanfic but I didnt want to change the way it was, so here I am to present you a L.Ji oneshot. ^ ^Again, English isnt my first language but Im still on my process of learning. So if you spot any mistake, just lemme know below the comment box and Ill correct it as soon as possible.Subscribe & comment. They really motivate me to write better!