“They made my dosis higher,” Ryeowook informed with a voice that rung of emptiness. Sungmin could see the self loathing clearly in the empty eyes of his friend.  ForewordI wrote this right after a doctors appointment, where we agreed to raise my dosis. This was written as an alternative to breaking down and crying afterwards because of the many feelings that clashed inside me. I just let the emotions pour out of my fingers and shut my brain down..