Life as an idol isnt as awesome as you see through the television. Maybe the word idol itself makes you think like damn but trust me.. Its not~ Its HARD WORK... You need to practice hard and work fast at the same time. Every part has to be perfect in order to give a great show to our fans. Just like our seniors used to say, "You gave your heart and soul to  present the best ever performance~" . Yeah, more like dead to me... Maybe having people who adore you sounds cool but really... Its not that cool when you have like high-tech cameras flashing every corner orcold nerve running down you when someones stalking every movement of yours... Safe is hardly felt in us..when youre living the life as an idol I miss my parents, my siblings, my friends, everyone who was once a part of my life.. Once.... I dont hate my choice.. Its just I hope...everything would just stop... We all do...Hoping for once in a lifetime,we were NORMAL.                                                                           sincerely by: KIM JUNMYEON (2014).   He finishes his letter with single dot by the end of his words. He securely fold the piece of paper into a paperplane. As he slowly push his room door, he walk down their hall to the veranda where dark night enfulgh the whole sky. A long, deep sigh released through his pink lips. His skinny fingers played the edge of the paperplane. He scans the night and took a deep deep breath. Lifting the paperplane high by the end as he pull his arm and push it forwards, releasing the paperplane to fly to wherever the wind will take. He looks at his plane as it slowly dissappear until no more...that night... ForewordPlease support my previous story and my current story as well.This truly my-own-made-from-my-brain story so if it so happen to be the same somewhere, its just coincidently our brains was connected at that moment~I would like to thank you for anyone who has waste their precious time to read this beautiful  ugly story of mine..Do upvote, subscribe and comment ^_^