Baekhyun is writing a letter because he is out of options, there is no one to tell how he feels except to Jong Dae who left him. Its really bad you cant scream or cry on letters but I want you to know Ill be doing that in person, Jong Dae." -BBH"How can you give up on me when I havent even said goodbye?" -BBH"You hurt me but Ive been selfish to you." -BBH ForewordThis is what happened when BBH and KJD made me feel like they deserve love so strong but my angst emotions got in the way and now Im sad and they are sad with me. (ie : how I cope with Kris and Luhan leaving and possible Tao but in the latest interview they still said 10 members so Im hoping)I hope you all still remember me, the terrible author who made you wait too long for my other fics OTL but hey, the Zodiac writers made us wait wayyy longer and Im still waitinggg tbh while crying over my feels. Worse foreword ever.