A Beautiful Memory Lapse.:a dream filled one-shot drama:. I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly, and then all at once. -John Green Its in remembrance of thatsmile that always shown brightly, the eyes that always seemed to be lostand in a different world, that scattered, yet brilliant mind of yours,and the gorgeous words you spoke that always seemedto make their way to those silk white, unlined pagesthat led me to discoversomething wonderful. That is, no matter what,in my dreams...you can be mine forever. You wont disappear. You wont leave me with those quiet wordswhispered off your lovely lips. Youll be with meand just me. Forever. That is, until realitycalls for me again.  Foreword"Recessional by Vienna Teng "Its so beautiful here," she says, "This moment now and this moment, now." And I never thought I would find her here: Flannel and satin, my four walls transformed. But shes looking at me, straight to center, No room at all for any other thought. And I know I dont want this, oh, I swear I dont want this. Theres a reason not to want this but I forgot. In the terminal she sleeps on my shoulder, Hair falling forward, mouth all askew. Fluorescent announcements beat their wings overhead: "Passengers missing, were looking for you." And she dreams through the noise, her weight against me, Face pressed into the corduroy grooves. Maybe it means nothing, maybe it means nothing, Maybe it means nothing, but Im afraid to move. And the words: theyre everything and nothing. I want to search for her in the offhand remarks. Who are you, taking coffee, no sugar? Who are you, echoing street signs? Who are you, the stranger in the shell of a lover, Dark curtains drawn by the passage of time? Oh, words, like rain, how sweet the sound. "Well anyway," she says, "Ill see you around..."   I dont know what sparked this idea, but I was listening to "Recessional" by Vienna Teng (for the millionth time, probably) one day...Everyone has their own interpretations of songs they listen to, and the interpretations for this song were so completely different from one another (going off youtubers comments)!I read somewhere that the artist explained that it was a "reverse breakup song". So, I guess that means shes describing a breakup situation... But only backwards. Obviously. Ahaha. Anyway, Im not sure if thats true. It was one of those youtube comments you read, and youre iffy about whether theyre accurate or not. Personally, though, I think its about a young women struggling with her sexual orientation and her mixed feelings for this girl shes referring to in the lyrics. Ah~ The lyrics... Theyre so poetic haunting and just BEAUTIFUL. For some reason I had this idea for a fanfiction, and I really wanted to try writing shoujo ai/yuri (girls love) instead of shounen ai/yaoi (boys love) for once. My interpretation wasnt something that came out of the blue, either. I found that I could relate to it in a lot of ways. I do struggle with my feelings for girls sometimes, and Im not sure if thats just a part of growing up and finding out who you are or maybe I really do like people of the same sex as myself--Moving on... I put some of my own personal experience in this idea I have. The song is so descriptive that Im literally going to follow what lyrics say... Kind of. I have some pretty interesting ideas. c: And a little spin is that it will be from first person POV -- Eunjung to be exact. (I and me; character talks to self a lot)Readers will not know Jiyeon feelings or thoughts at all. Youll be just as clueless as Eunjung.Usually I write from the "god power" POV, but Im going to try something new this time~I actually prefer this POV, honestly. I find it easier to write.  Now, one more thing before I stop rambling. I like boy kpop groups better than girl kpop groups because I feel as if the girl groups sound the same after awhile-- With the exception of a few, of course. Picking this shipping pair was a hard decision because of that. I know girl ships arent as popular as boy ships (which is ridiculous), so I am kind of nervous. Thus, I finally decided to go with Eunjung and Jiyeon from T-ara. Yes, I love this group, and I like how these two look together and act toward one another. No. I am not expecting a lot of views or subscribers, but the point is that I wanted to experiment a little and write something sad for once. Everyone needs that angst now and then, right? Anyway. I stayed up all night, literally, working on this whole plot and pictures and stuff, so please enjoy it~ Its going to be written better than my other one-shots, thats for sure.-Riah