Seulmi chose to write rather than speak. Foreword entry prologue ; seul mi  dear jongin, Its 1 a.m. Its dark, below negative degrees, and silent.Normal sunday night.Ive been staring at this blank white paper for I dont know maybe a half an hour now.Im not tired if youre wondering. Im up actually. Wide awake. Im awake thinking about nothing in particular. Its just a normal sunday night like I said. My room is soundless, I am soundless. Everything is okay. Its fine. Im fine.Would you believe me if I told you that? If I went up to you (on the rare days of me even talking) and said: "I am fine." do you think youd buy that?Cause I wouldnt.  I dont have anything else to write about to you. Ill probably just sound stupid if I continue right now anyway. Also you can just forget about those questions I dont know I was being weird again. Well, I mean I know you wont ever see this but ...Nevermind.