Can you deal with the side affects of dating a idol? Can you bear hurtful fans, The crazy ex girlfriends, The noisy paparazzis, Annoying rumors, Deal with family problems, Work out relationship problems, And maintain a good image, Can you? ForewordI am in America.This is the place I have to go in order to get a good education for what I want to do when I get a job.That’s what my parents want, Not what I want. Along as I am under seventeen years old, I follow by their rules.Im no woman, Im just a kid. You want to know why I say that? Because I am young duh. Also, Young people dont knowhow to deal with love. It’s a very hard thing for us to cope with since we hurt ourselfs so much. I have bet either of you that are reading thishave probably cried a good thousands of times just as much as I have over one or more simple boy or girl. Mine? Ah yes I cried, But it wasnt more than one person, He was a special kind of boy, He means so much to me. Remember when youd tell yourself you wouldnt dare hurt the person you love because .. YOU LOVE THEM. WELL .. Mani-ah broke that promise without her even knowing. Shes a very kind of slow girl .. She didnt know.. that she hurt him. Whos mani? Well if you havent noticed by my username you must not be new to my blog huh? Welcome. But back to the point. It’s better not to hurt, then be hurt. Just stay single .. You dont need anyone by your side. You dont need to get a boyfriend or girlfriendbecause everyone else in high-school does. SO WHAT! YOUR SINGLE! EMBRACE IT! LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW INDEPENDENT YOU ARE! LET THEM KNOW HEY I DONT NEED SOME CHICK OR GUY BY MY SIDE, THEIR JUST GOING TO HURT ME ANYWAYS. Let them know .. Being single isnt bad. Now I know some of you are probably thinking: Its always nice to have someone by your side. TRUE, but FALSE. You can make yourself happy with or without someone there. Dont you do it always when your boyfriend or girlfriend isnt by you? So what’s so hard about it?You know what I should speed this topic up and answer some of the questions you guys left me.This one really caught my eye:UlzzangHyeon: Unni! You always give us good advice! and you tell us how to solve things in our relationship! You always mention your ex boyfriend... You never really told us the story about him or what his name was, Or anything. I am pretty sure other people are wonderingthe same. Can you .. Tell us..? Gomawo ♡Really? I never told you guys? Aish! Pabo me! Well.. Let’s see .. I dated a boy a few months ago.. His name was Ahn Daniel .. You people might think that I am lying.. But yes, I dated him. He is in a rookie group for Teen Top now .. I used to fight with him a lot because of his trainee schedules, He never spent much time, I only got to sit back and watch him work his behind off. And then my mother and father told me they were sending me to America to live with my mom’s friend ( Her daughter is a childhood friend of mine, Zeni♡) So I could go to a special school there. I went to tell him.. That I had to go . and He got really mad .. and While I was leaving.. Chunji texted me saying he’s really hurt by it .. and that I should try talking to him. But I couldnt do it cause by the time I had got off the plain, My phone went missing, I think I might have left it on the plain.. But it was too late to go and search for it. So I had to get a new phone, I couldn’t get in touch with any of the members, I didnt remember their kakao IDs either.. Only my families basic info and stuff and a few of my other friends. I even asked them if they knew there Kakao IDs but, all I got was Nope, So yes basically I lost contact with them, I tried asking my mom if she could go to see them and get me their info.. but when she went to T.O.P, They wouldnt let her. Still if you dont believe me, You dont have to. Along as I know this happened. I dont need any of you to tell me false. I just hope one day I can Reunite with him, and them.Well it is 2 AM here. I shall go sleep, Jaljayo♡