I am Jung HoSeok. An average 15 years old teenage boy that has an inspiration to become an idol. Sadly, I came from a broken family which consist of an abusive father, an alcoholic mother and an elder sister that faces the same situation as me. Everyday whenever my sis and I got back from school, we could smell alcohol coming from the living room and my father holding a can in his hands, ready to whip us whether we did anything right or wrong. My mum would be screaming vulgarities at me for being a slacker, going out with my dance friends.Dont ask me how did she knows but that is partially true.This also affects my studies. People in my class looked down on me. They called me names such as weakling, trash, useless etc judt because I scored the lowest in class and coming from a broken family.These people does not know how I live everydatThes people, including my parents, does nor know what I want in life, what I want to escape from in life. Jung HoSeok ForewordWhoop finally a proper idea for a fanfic.Inspiration: Tbh, its partially from the Petronas cny 2016. The one about the boy from a poor family background. Other than that, its mainly my idea.