The lighsticks. The posters. The banners. The albums. All the merchandises I have. Worth every cent. All the efforts I gave. The sweats. The tears. The hardships. It was all one-sided.I have loved you from afar, with millions and billions of girls out there.And then, you have to choose. I went to your every fansigning events, your showcase and I will, go to every place you will perform. I will support you, like a mother. like a father.like a sister.like a brother.like a friend.Like a wife.          I have come so far. And that is, because of you. Foreword"No! He is not!" I shouted defensively as one of those bitches mocked me about Suho again. Why wont these people just get back to their fucking lives and leave me alone with my happiness. "Kim Joonmyun! Kim Joonmyun!" My spines were shaking as I was shouting for my one and only love with a large crowd of people, more known as, Exotics.Kim Joonmyun to be a husband soon!"Honey, lets go?" My husband called out, I have my life now. And Im living it in my perfect way.