he blinks, eyes up at the ceiling. he closes his eyes again and takes a deep breath. on the count of three, he pushes his entire body up. bad idea.  Forewordi caved. and also because czar_feline asked nicely and i couldnt get it out of my head. :))NOTE: this is a direct sequel to "stay with me, always" which i recommend you read first, but this can probably stand alone.i dont know how far i want to venture into this AU, so no other promises. but ill gather it in AO3 after it gets a read-through.  Most of my knowledge of the people are from a few performances, interviews and a whole fuck-ton of fanfiction. which may or may not be a good basis for characterization... So if there are any out of characterizations, please feel free to inform me. Also, any kind of criticisms are greatly appreciated. This was edited and re-edited by me. Its not English-picked, so please forgive grammatical errors and extreme wrong use of tenses.