My first fic I just felt like it to write this and I hope you can like it :)Just a small oneshot just to see how I`ll do :)I own just the storry and as much as I`ll like to own B.A.P. they are not mine. ;)English is not my first language so if there are some mistakes I apologize in advance.So just read it and you will see. ;) Foreword I`m sitting here next to the window of the living room.I watch how the snow is falling heavy outside. I`m still wondering why all this happened and why am I the one left behind. I loved you more than I have ever loved anybody. Sigh. I berry my head in my hands.This is so not fair. Well I always say that life is not fair, but really why can`t I be wrong just ones.