...its only just a crush. Get over it. Get over him. Nope. I cant. The famously stoic Lee Donghae is crushing, Ill admit, and hes crushing hard. Stupid Lee Eunhyuk. Give me back my sanity! ForewordI know its illogical and unrealistic. I know its all in my head. But no matter how many times I belt When There Was Me and You from High School Musical, I cant help but daydream about him and the possibilities. Stupid brain. Stupid fish brain. Stupid fish brain that likes to relinquish on the thought that statistically, theres that small chance that what I dream of can come true. The basic format for this story is Donghae complaining about his crush in a diary form followed by a chapter of the story. This story is based on my stupid real life crush-happenings.Dont worry. No matter what happens to my real life crush, I will give Donghae a happy ending because someone should be happy.