‘memories are the only thing we have left’… That’s what any of the boys would probably say many years later. And if you were to ask about their pasts … Well, the only response you would get is a shake of the head or a simple shrug. Words weren’t needed, because there were none, which would be able to describe what they went through anyway… But still, let me try to explain…    This will be a collection of several one-shots and I’ll be updating this from time to time, according to the flow of the main story, so I recommend you to read it first. You’ll be able to find it here:  >crying cicadas< *** contains violence, boys love (yaoi) and bad language. You were warned ***     Foreword                                  index                                                 chapter 1:  first memory - lee junho                  Not even one of his bullies would understand what their new favorite victim went through and that there was hardly anything they could do to hurt him more than he already was. He was lonely, yes, but he was old enough to deal with it, just the way he always did. Junho grew up this way, so getting pushed around was nothing out of the ordinary. What shocked him more was that big warm palm, which didn’t hesitate to hold onto his no matter what the others were saying….            chapter 2:  second memory - park jaebeom            He didn’t know how to lead a normal life, what was normal anyway? But there he was, kind and loving, a human being that was willing to accept him the way he was, with all his flaws and quirks. It was hard for Jae to accept him in his life, but he did anyway. Only much later the boy was able to understand how the other had felt, only after he met someone he wanted to help from the bottom of his heart too. Jang Wooyoung was his turning point and a point of no return…    chapter 2 will be updated soon!