[EDITED]There are two kinds of people: One that uses others and one that is being used. Lieutenant Lu Han fully understood the meaning of this when co-member and his very own bestfriend Lieutenant Xiumin betrays him (them) for an organization planning an overthrow of their current government. In time where the world is in brink of destruction, when does comradeship ends and revenge begins? When does friendship stops and something else starts? MAMA AU!  ForewordPrologue  "All my life, I only knew one emotion. Hatred. Unlike others, its easy to grasp and understand. Happiness, love, companionship, I never experienced those. Like the cold water from the river beside my once home, it coated me and fueled my ultimate goal in life. Revenge. Nothing more is sweeter than seeing them bleed and their dreams broken and shattered. Nothing more matters than this."-Xiumin  "Since child, Ive known what is good and what is bad. What is just and what is not. I am a man of words and will fight for what I know is right. I have my principles and swore my life to live by it, for the country and mankind. Perhaps, I maybe am just a dreamer because when he left, I found myself asking ‘What have I been doing all this time?’"-Luhan  "Im contented knowing that there will always be one constant in my life. Him. He’s always by my side, not ahead, not behind. He introduce me the beauty of the world, the people I learned to cherish, and most of all, he gave me my dreams. But when life starts to show its true colors, I realized Im nothing but a weakling. Still I want to see his real smile for the first and last time."-Chen "People refer me as a selfless person. Always taking care of others first, worrying for strangers and never asking something in return. I take pride in it. I love helping people anyways. But when he chooses his dreams over anyone else, I found myself wanting to be selfish. Its something dark and I know it will taint me but I dont mind. I want him with me."-Yixing  Characters:Xiumin (Kim Minseok) Luhan              Chen (Kim Jongdae) Zhang Yixing A/N: Hello. This is my first time writing a Xiuhan fic. Im not an EXO stan (although I knew some of their songs and in a way familiar with few of their members) but I stan Xiumin. Lets just say I was muggle-killed by him. I havent been updated into Kpop since April so Im kind of late about Kris and Luhans departure. Im not going to take side since I dont know what the real story is. This story is kind of a tribute to Kris (he was the one who introduce me to EXO when I saw him singing Jeff Bernats Call You Mine, the song being one of my favorites). Thanks to him I met Xiumin. This is also a thank you story to Luhan for always taking care of Xiumin. Rest assured, ge, we will continue what you started. Xiuhan in not my ship (Xiuchen it is!) but i have to admit that their relatonship is one of the warmest I have ever seen. As a thank you gift to all Xiuhan shippers for continued support, this will be a Xiuhan fic. EXO fighting. Kris  and Luhan ge as well.Rant aside, enjoy the story and dont expect too much. ^^