DaehyunHow long has it been? When will it all end?Im tired of this world Im tired of the way of liveViolence surrounds meDrugs and alcohol take the best of meI dont know what love isIm scared of people  who are kindIm afraid of myself I know no limitsSelfishStubbornWhen will it all end?Someone AnyonePlease Save me HimchanI hate youI hate myselfWho am I?I dont knowWhere do I go?Who do I go to?No oneIm lost No one loves meI want to be loveI dont deserve itSomeoneAnyonePlease Save meYoungjaeIm worthlessThough precious to those who only want pleasure Disgusting Who am I?Im no onePretty boyOnly a toyI hate my bodyIts been tainted by manyWorthlessNo one can love meIm disgusting When will it all end?NeverI want to dieI want the pain to stopTheres no point anymoreIts to late for someone to Save meYonggukI live only for myselfI dont live for the likes of othersI hate the human kind I dont want to be touchThe skin of others disgust meThey are dirty beingsNightmaresDrugs, alcohol, sexAn escape from realityExit from the world My life is going nowhere Its a constant routineI dont need anyoneNo one can Save me Foreword“Im nothing compared to those above me.” He would say.Worthless, a piece of trash good for nothing, those words pierced his heart to the point where he believed them. Only they would say things like that to a poor child.Mama and Papa, he would reach out to them at the age of 10 to try and make them understand how much he loved them but with blows to the face he was rejected.At the age of 16 he tried to end his life but miserably failed, a failure always a failure. Mama and Papa came rushing down the hall of the hospital, worried expressions planted on their faces. Instead of a lovable greeting Mama slapped him.“What the fuck were you thinking? Trying to kill yourself and leaving us with debts…selfish bastard.”