"Make your wonderful dreams a reality and it will become your truth!" - N,  Pokemon BlackJoongki tries to fade away, but it never works.*song joong ki, lizzy, yoo jae suk, haha, kim jong kook, song ji hyo, kang gary, lee gwangsoo, ji sukjin7759;words, pg-13angst, slice-of-life, adventure, friendship  ForewordAuthors Note:  An entry for Shoes of a Unicorn Writing Contest.I wrote this in two days. Im not sure where I should start with this authors note. But I know that it was supposed to be completely different because I had my heart broken by too many boys early this month. So many boys, and so little time, again and again, five heartbreaks in the first few days of December. But then on the 17th, a boy came back and broke it again. It screwed up everything I wanted with this one-shot. It was supposed to be Jihyo having a boyfriend and Joongki was just going to be depressed then Jihyo was supposed to be Joongkis sister and then she died, but that didnt work out. In the end, the boy who came back broke my heart and decided to put himself down to make me feel better or something. And now, Im just trying ot figure out everything, but I know this.I want to be like the Joongki at the end of this one-shot. I want that. So so much, life isnt easy, it will never be easy, but there is always something to be fighting for. There are so many people who will back you up, and it will be grand. Its not the end of the world, but it might feel like it. Oh well. Breathe. It will continue to grow. You will continue to have memories. And thats okay too. Ive always wanted to write a Running Man member centric one-shot and here it is. I think Im proud of this. In a short amount of time, I wrote all this and Im impresssed. So Lucas, thank you for breaking my heart. Thank you for being a terrible person. If it wasnt for you, Id would have never finished this. And youll never read this, but I dont care. I just wanted to name drop you so bad.