Hello everyone!This is my first time writing a story like this. Hehe. Do pardon me though, its been a while since I last wrote properly.This is based on my own experience from before, so I hope to be able to bring you guys along with how I felt at that period. I made a few changes as to how certain situations turned out to make the story flow better. Also, I tweaked the story to fit a Korean high school situation as much as possible, but Im not too sure of certain events - like when is summer/winter break etc (Im from Singapore otl). In any case, Ill try my best!! :)The reason why I ended up writing this story is actually a personal one. Since I didnt resolve the situation, Im writing this as a form of closure for myself to get over this phase (since its really overdue lol).As mentioned, this is based on my own experience, so I have not plagarised from anywhere, and I hope no one does! Any coincidences are unintended!Without further ado, read on! Hope yall will love it! Thank you~P/S: Shout out to my best friend @babybearkpop for making the poster!PP/S: I dont own any of the pictures/videos!!With of lots love,Nina :)  ForewordWhen memories hit you, they come in waves.You can’t do anything to stop it but to let it play in your head. You made me sing a love song for the first timeThen you left meYou made me listen to a break up song for the first timeYou stick around me like the lyrics of a sad song-The moment I started to grow upThings didn’t turn out my wayYou let me know this when you turned your backThe day you left me without any warningMy youth came to an end-You and I, I thought about the reason why we broke up againFrom the many unanswered questions, I became an adult-Don’t speak too easilyDon’t envy usOur youth hurts too muchYouth Hurts – VIXX “People fall so in love with their pain, they can’t leave it behind. The same as the stories they tell. We trap ourselves.”Chuck Palahniuk, Haunted It hurts to hear that we are friendsI stand out of the line I’ll never crossThough it hurts, I can’t just turn awayHopeless Love – Park Jimin My friends often asked me, “Why him? He treats you like shit.”To the world he portrayed himself as a bad guy.But to me, he showed that he can be sweet as candy.When you love someone, No matter how much they hurt you,No matter how many promises they break,You’ll still love them.. “I had armoured my heart so nobody could get to it. It was impenetrable. You tore through it like it was nothing.” The “friend” label is a label I got to hateThe feelings I’ve hidden still remain as a painful secret memoryThe photos that can’t define our relationship are a heart-breaking storyI’m sorry, summer, now goodbye yeah yeah-What do I say, We didn’t have to play no gamesI should’ve took that chance, should’ve asked for you to stayAnd it gets me down, the unsaid words that still remainThe story ended that without even starting-Baby oh no oh oh ohI’m sorry that this is a monologueOh oh oh ohActually, I love you yeahIf only our long-time hidden secrets were revealedI would hold you in my armsGoodbye Summer – F(Krystal, Luna, Amber) Feat. EXO D.O. I try to act like nothing’s wrong, but you have no idea how much it hurts inside.“And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.”— Douglas Coupland Actually no, I’m still hating you, you who let me goMy frigidly cooled heart is stillMissing you-How can you smile so brightlyBut looking closely, your face is sadI know I’ve been there before-The love of my youth is ending like thisPlease be happyEven after a long time passes, let’s both rememberThat we both had each other thenMissing You – 2NE1 As cliché as it sounds…You had me at “Hello.”Right from the start. Do you even know how much you meant to me?