Funny thing, time. At a certain point into the night, if sleep is unable to rescue you that is, the normal barriers that help you keep yourself together slowly dissolve. you are left to face the most vulnerable parts of your soul; your thoughts and feelings. Sometimes it is the mini embarassing episodes that you cant get over. Sometimes its maybe truth sinking through the layers of denial that you constructed.Sometimes its more tangible. Like pain. the pain that diffuses through with acceptance.  Im Yoona is not an exception on this particular night for tomorrow,  everything will not be the same again. ForewordHi my lovely readers. So as some of you are probably fully aware of, Changmin is going to serve in military. It took a while for it to sink in. And then i realised OH NO, OTP! i knew but i kind of didnt want to admit it. Im gonna miss him as well. So from trying to fall asleep I suddenly wondered about what OTP would be doing. So i came up with this drabble and decided to write it after turning my phone off and on again at 1:21am. please forgive if it doesnt make sense. it is a speed written piece. Its my tangle of emotions. Because it IS that time of the night.I wrote this in bed in the dark on my phone. so please forgive me. to otp! please enjoy ^-^ happy readingis it TOO over the top? haha sorry. just a desperate changyoon fan. Thank you so much. 3:30 am AEDST