When he made his decision clear, when he finally could have reached out his hand and grabbed Hoseoks heart he didnt have the chance to say goodbye to him he couldnt even say sorry.His emotions were about the hit him hard he knew he had to do something.He just moved his feet to direction of Hoseoks house. He slowly approached and stopped in front of the door. He clenched his fists tightly, nails digging into his palms. He lifted his fist and after he waited a second he knocked door lightly and then started to hit intensely. After a minute he just stopped, closed his eyes and leaned his head on door. He untied his fists and dropped his arms near to his body. He just set his tears free. No this couldnt be happening. Hoseok couldnt leave without seeing him one last time no he couldnt leave him in here alone. He has to say sorry to Hoseok. He has to look into his eyes, grab his hand while he is saying he loves him, he worships him, he cant live without him. His mind went blank. He was feeling so numb.Suddenly door handle was turned and he lost his balance, stepped up back and watched while door was swung. He looked with shocked expression on his face to the person who was holding the door handle.  ForewordHello everyone!After being a really good reader for almost a year I made really good friends in here. And best of them is LittleRedRidingHood3 We were talking about difficulties writing a story and I was like " Ok I wanna try it coz I wanna understand you better.She supported me and I wrote a story out of blue!! I didnt think I could post in here but here I am :) This is my first try and I wanted to write an oneshot but lol I am just a babbler I just couldnt write short one. I think it will take much longer than I thought maybe 3 or 4 chapter I am not sure.I just wanted to write a simple,heartwarming  story that can make you happy fangirls maybe sometimes you can get annoyed but overall it is a good story dont worry :DPlease enjoy it!Btw Hell I am a huge fangirl of BTS! They are love of my life! <3here you can find my twitter account vhopelush  feel free to add me! Like I said I am such a babbler I love talking with new people,just say  "hi!" to me! and dont forget to check LittleRedRidingHood3  s stories ,they are awesome!!Thank you for reading this!!<3<3<3<3<3<3