If only you know what ive been through.If only you know my pain.If only you know....Me. Foreword"You dont know anything"        This is based on a true story. Wait, no, actually this IS a true story. This is basically my story, what hapened to me, what ive been through, my pain, my torture. Im just using Chaejin as my medium because peoples first impression on me is a little girl who had never felt any pain and is always protected. Oh they are wrong. They are so wrong. Chaejin, in my opinion, had the same first impression. So thats why im using him. Plus, i love MYNAME. Originally, i had a differrent idea for this fic, but then after reading chocolatecs Tiny Dancer (check it out, its amazing !) , i want to write and share my story, cuz no one knows me online anyway. The people in my real life couldnt be bothered to know the truth about me anyway, except those very few. But whatever. I have one advice for you though.DONT become like me.