Seeing him making out with other girls, added a point to my sadness.Seeing him holding random girls hand, added 2 points to my sadness.And he normally becomes a one night stand for other girls, made my chest hurt. And to add up everything, it becomes a total of only-god-knows-how-much.  And after all that i have gone through, all i can do is repeat you words." Do whatever you want to and in exchange, let me do what I WANT."