Numbness. Yet feeling everything. All emotions. Yet no emotions. All extremes of happiness and anger and sadness over powering my thoughts, actions, and feelings to the point where the blur of extremes becomes numb. So numbness in the best way I can describe my feelings. ForewordOkay, this took way too long to write.It is very closely based on myslefI dont know what Im doing anymore. anyway, about thirteen hundred words and a very intenes scolding from my therapist later...vuallah. Angst. Minron.sorry Please comment if you liked itI kinds want to know