JinYoung - I love you so much that it also hurt so much. I wish you can be happy now that I let you go.Mark - I regret the time when I was pushing you away and not give back the love that you deserve. I regret myself for being an idiot for letting you go. How I wish it would be me again in your heart. Jinyoung-ah will you please love me again?  ForewordHi! This is my first time to make MarkJin story so pls. bare with some grammatical errors. Im actually not good in English so I hope you will understand me. I just want to write some ff stories for Mark and Jinyoung known as MarkJin since they are my otp. If you dont like a yaoi story pls. leave because I made this for MarkJin/JinMark shippers. I hope you will enjoy and like this ^_^Pls. Upvote, subscribe and leave some comments :) Jinyoung and Mark has been best friends since birth. They are really close... Close to the point they hug and give each other kisses in cheeks sometimes. As time passes by, Jinyoung fell in love with Mark. He doesnt know where and when it starts. It just happened that one day Jinyoung woke up feeling in love with Mark. He said to the older boy what he feels and he got rejected because the older boy told him that he is straight and he love someone else and that is Yoona ... Since then Mark avoided Jinyoung. Jinyoung felt hurt but he did not give up. He did one thing that makes Mark more annoyed with him ... He made an agreement with the father of Mark. He arranged marriage himself to Mark and as an exchange Park and Tuan company will merge. After that they become fiance and they live together. Mark also broke up with Yoona because he doesnt have a choice and he hates that. Everyday Mark will always go out early in the morning and go home drunk late in the evening. Jinyoung will always wait for him and take care of him even though the older boy refused and shout at him everytime telling him how much he hate him and he will never love him. Jinyoung felt hurt always, whenever the older boy said that, but he just ignores that feeling... Until one time Jinyoungs heart gave up. He finally set Mark free and settle everything because Jinyoung thinks that it is the happiness of his love. He leaves the country and tries to move on. At the same time Mark and Yoona finally back together. After Jinyoung leave Mark cant stop thinking about the younger... After a couple of months he finally realizes what he feel for the younger but what if he found out that he is late. What will he do?  I actually dont know what is a foreword so I just did it like this. Im sorry if it is wrong :( Anyway, I include Yoona in this story since she is my 2nd bias after MarkJin/JinMark :)