I am sorry I have not paid a visit earlier..I am sorry I did not gather enough courage to meet you again..I was afraid.. Afraid of your reaction..Maybe afraid of the upcoming nights.. That will be repeated all over again..I am afraid I might not be able to sleep after meeting you..I am afraid I might see nightmares of us..I am afraid of the endless pain and the wounds that are barely healed to open again..I am truly sorry..  ForewordHello babes.Thiss a one-shot KaiEun aka Kai and Naeun, fanfic.I wrote it earlier in January even before Jongins birthday, but Ive just found it and made some edits.No happiness in the story, I tell you. So decide from now whether you want to read or no.#I have no fault in its impact on you.Alright, its not THAT touching. Just read it.Ty in advance.ILY. Adios.