His diary was his companion. His diary was his friend. Sungmin told him what happened, and what he felt after it happened.  Genre: Romance/Angst "The hardest thing to do...Is watching the one you love...Loving someone else." Foreword A/N: I was scanning my old SJ fics and I read this again. I decided to post it here. been dead for years. XD anyway, im just curious to compare the readers comments from then and now. ^_^ my first posted SJ fic. enjoy!~