Kiseop knew from the moment he thought it that he shouldnt have. This was only confirmed by the fact that Jaeseop never wanted him. There was always someone else. ForewordIf there was one person Kiseop could always rely on, it was Kevin. Kevin never pressured him to talk, which most of the time, he didnt want to. Kevin was never moody and wouldnt pick and choose which times he had enough patience for Kiseop. Kevin was always patient. Always kind. Sometimes Kiseop wondered why he always had such bad luck to fall in love with someone who would never see him that way. It would have been easier to fall in love with Kevin, he often admits to himself. Even though Kevin wouldnt return the feelings either, it just would be easy to deal with since Kevin isnt moody. Not like Jaeseop. Kiseop never could figure that one out. But he soaked up every bit of attention he could from what Jaeseop was willing to give him. For a while, he was starting to believe that maybe Jaeseop could love him. can i get a hip hap for my first non exo story?please ignore the fact i still have to write a chapter for htmfalso I might end up rating this M