He has never been one to talk much. Because of two socially hindering road blocks, Kibums not what you would call a social butterfly. No matter how much he wished to change, Kibum just couldnt seem to escape the claws of his paranoid and schizoid personality disorders. Here at Lee Academy (made that shit up, idk Korean schools) Kibum suspects that things will be similar to how they always are-- him always being alone why everyone else assumed he was a crazy bitch-- but a certian group of persistant if not down right annoying boys have set their sights on him and are determined to pull him out of his comfort zone and in to their happy, dysfuntional little family. Especially one pupzilla by the name of Kim Jonghyun.  ForewordAll right, so... I suppose this is going to be my first official fanfic. Yay. Anyway, right off the bat I would like to clear a few things up, such as yes, this is a guyXguy fanfic, I dont own any of the boys or other characters linked to SM (guess thats necessary to say), and my first and only language is English, so I better do a damn good job when it comes to grammar XD (Im human though, so pardon future mistakes. Theyre bound to happen.) The second order of business is to expain the two disorders Kibum has in this story as it will save both you and me trouble in the long run.Kibums first disorder is one of the two he possess from the cluster A personality disorders called poranoid personality disorder. The symptoms include pervasive distrust/suspicion of others and their motives, an unjustified belief that others are trying to harm/deceive you, an unjustified suspicion of the loyalty/trustworthiness of others, hesitance to confide in others due to an unreasonable fear that others will use the information against you, perception of innocent remarks/nonthreatening situations as personal insults/attacks, angry/hostile reactions to precieved slights/ insults, a tendancy to hold grudges, and an unjustified, recurrent suspicion that a spouse or sexual partner is unfaithful. Lovely, right? But, oh, how the list of Kibums issues goes on,Kibums second disorder is schiziod personality disorder. The symptoms include a lack of interest in social or personal relationships prefering to be alone, a limited range of emotional expression, an inability to take pleasure in most activities, an inability to pick up normal social cues, an appearance of being cold/indifferent to others, and little to no interest in haviong sex with another person. Kibums symptoms are everything underlined (you dont need all the symptoms to be diagnosed with either of the two disorders). I figured that basically turning him into the opposite of who hes said to be (an outgoing social butterfly) was a nice switch up. Correct me if Im wrong (wont change anything if you do :D). I would like to point out that this story is going to take the realistic side of these disorders. Hes not going to be somehow magically cured by the end of this story. The sad fact is that personality disorders are with you for life. Some handle it better than others but its still permanent. I know, boo, I suck. I know this is just a bunch of word vommit but, hey, it is important in relation the the story. I suppose Ill shut up and just show you what they look like in this story now XDMmm, dem faces XDShould I rate this M for language? Is that M worthy?Idk. So... yup. Sorry for what may be a useless forward. Hey sometimes you got to learn a little to fully appreciate why someone is borderline crazy. Oh, one last thing! Do not even get your hopes up for smut. Sorry sweathearts, but I am not running the risk of my parents catching me writing porn. Sex may very well be implied, though, so you can use your own imaginations (I know, thats hard XD).  If there are any mistakes, F you, its two in the morning(jk). Oh, God, clicking save. How nerve wracking. First chapter will most likely be posted soon!