Sometimes, there are words that cannot be easily said. From an outsiders point of view, it would be better to just say it out loud, to get the message across but when you actually were involved, you then realised how difficult it is.  ForewordJust plug in whatever pairing/names you want to use because Im not writing this for any particular pairings. It was more like my own story with some fictional stuffs so just put in the names that you wanted as you read along :)