A/N:The reason why Im using this pairing right now :  My friend and I were talking about pairings and how leo is my adorable kitten. Then, she started talking about leo and N as a pairing. I was a bit upset because my friend should ship me with my kitten, but well right when I was about to say how they dont suit each other, I ended up almost falling. People started looking at me again and I hate it. I knew I should make it up to leo and N to some extent. Sorry babies, heres a oneshot to show how much youre meant to be... Expect some angst.  Foreword"hakyeon, hey, its not you, its me. I just hate missing you. Ill do better."   The story is written in Leos POV