What could she do when the only thing that healed her heart was the same thing that tore it into pieces? Is there even an escape for that?  ForewordBOMs PoV - GDragon is giving his motivational speech for our YG family concert performance today. I should be paying attention to his words, but how can I? When the mouth hes using to say those words is the same that was kissing me thirty minutes ago inside a cramped locker. How can I pay attention to his words? When I can only focus on how amazing his eyes are and how bad I want him to exchange a meaningful look with me in front of everyone. How can I expect a proof of what he feels for me? When Im nothing but his dirty little secret? So, seriously, how can I?  JIYONGs PoV - Shes not listening to me... Again. Doesnt she realize how important this upcoming performance is? Why isnt she focused? She has that sad zoning out eyes again, what is she thinking? I know I made a mistake to kiss her right before an important performance but... No! Kwon Jiyong! This is not your fault! Dont put the blame on yourself when shes the one inattentive. Just give the instructions to everyone and hope for the best when the moment of the performance comes.