My heart is racing, My hands are sweating, my brain has frozen. I sat there waiting for the doctor to come out and tell me good news... Shes been there for over 5 hours now. Im scared and excited. Im finally gonna be a father, im gonna treat my child never the way my parents treated me, trash. My child will be my prince/princess, ill pamper her/him so much hehe...Finally the doctor came out..." Congratulation sir, its a healthy baby girl." the doctor smiled.OH . MY . GOD. IM. GONNA. BE . A . DAD!!!!"Hehe buddy i told you its gonna be fine." Yuri patted my back."hehe..." i let out a awkward laugh. For some reason i felt somethings wrong..."where is Soojung?" i asked the doctor."..." he didnt reply..."haha funny where is she? I need to tell me wife im gonna be a Father!!!" i smiled..."..." "NO SERIOUS DOC DONT FUCK WITH ME THIS MOMENT!" i screamed and grabbed his color.My heart is racing more now, my hands are even more sweaty."sir... you do know Mrs Liu suffered from Anemia... And due to the birth giving procedure your wife lost countless amount of blood and due to her anemia problem it slowed her heart beat... t-then i-it stopped after g-giving birth... We tried everything to save her sir, im s-sorry"Tears started to blur my vision and anger started to rose up my head. I grabbed the doctors color and punched him in the face hard."YOU FUCK! SAVE HER! SAVE HER!" I screamed while yuri tried to hold me down."AMBER! CALM DOWN." Yuri shouted.No. SHES ALIVE! we had a future. she said she wanted to go to france... and make another baby and have a happy family with one boy one girl... Soojung, you promised me..."Im sorry..." "YOURE SORRY?!?! SAVE HER! SHES ALIVE DOCTOR.. Save her..."I dont want to believe it.I dont have a life without her. But its true.I lost my world.My Life.My reason to live everyday.My love of my life.My future.Her future.Our Future.              Im so lost right now.  Foreword HOHOHO sorry guys... another idea popped up in my brain this time... and its a sad one... im gonna complete falling angel soon and also i got my idol pregnant soo yeah dont worry im gonna work hard on updating! this author will be fighting! and im sorry for making another story... i honestly dont know what the ending is gonna be like but imma go wherever it leads me too so stay tuned! ily elldos! And the reason for this to be a genderbender is not because i dont like amber as a girl or anything its just simply an idea that popped in my mind and if you dont like my idea please do not read this story or comment something mean about this story, its a fictional story.