Thirteen. (1/1)

Finally, a day off work. Just quality time by myself, resting. Also some serious thinking to do. Those three messed up my peaceful world completely.At least I knew what I thought of Junsu. At first I thought I had a crush on him, but really, I love him as a friend, not as a man.  He's a special person I wanna have in my life always. It still bothers me what he said the other day though. Or more likely, what bothers me is what he did not say. I would like to know the meaning behind those words. I just have to believe he'll tell me eventually right? Someday. Jaejoong on the other hand, thinking of him gave me butterflies. Yoochun, I hadn't really talked with him for a while.. But I needed to stop going back and fort between these guys, that is seriously no good. I opened my laptop to check the news and bang. Junsu was a hot topic it seems. The headlines said "Kim Junsu getting married." Excuse me what? Married? Seriously? I went thru the article twice before I could believe what I was reading. I closed the laptop and kept staring at it still. Part of me was in a shock. But part of me didn't believe a word of it. I mean, I had been working around idols for a while and there had been times when they put false rumors and gossip in the news just because they didn't know better. So even if this was true, it might be just half of the truth or so. So much for the relaxing day off huh.I picked up my phone and tried calling Junsu. No reply. I dialed Jaejoongs number but no reply either. Yoochun? I wonder if he's still.. Upset with me. But now isn't really a time to worry about that. I was worried about Junsu more than anything right now. But just my luck, he did not pick up either. I put the phone back on the table and it started ringing. Yoochun calling me back. I picked up the phone and immediatly started questioning him.He didn't explain whole alot, just that Junsus parents had arranged him to marry a daughter of their friends'. And also that Junsu had his own views to it, and he didn't really agree to it at all. As in how the news got out, he didn't know. But at least Junsu was okay. Well he was doing well considering the situation. Jaejoong was with him at his parents house. He was "hiding" there for the time beeing, so the media wouldn't swarm him.I guess what Jaejoong and Yoochun warned me about before, and what Junsu had said.. This was probably the reason for it huh?