A Series of Unfortunate E (1/1)

Sanhyuk POVWhen I was four I was brought into the Lee household. Not as a maids child or even a small man servant for the Lee Alpha. No I was taken in by my... mother as a child. One of lower yet equal status to her own child. Like a dream I was welcomed in with warmth and they fed and clothed me. Removing the tatters I had been so accustomed to.However the one person I needed to like me, the one person I wanted to be friends with the most refused to even talk to me. I specifically remember that there was one day. A day where the whole entire Household was in mourning- the day our Leader died in battle.It was when I was five, I had only just gotten to know Hyunseung- My adoptive father because he was so busy and now he was off to war. However before he left he told Hongbin to 'Take care of his brother carefully.' and kissed both our foreheads before leaving. It would be the last time we saw him...While I was only five- unable to fully grasp the weight of the situation, Hongbin was seven and he knew. After the word got out that the Lee Household's Alpha had fallen mother immediately appointed herself as new alpha and the household went into mourning. Father's body was collected from the battle round them burned on our household's territory before his ashes were spread among the roses in the garden.Hongbin stayed by our mothers side- even though he was eight he had to know everything as soon as possible. Mother insisted that she was not a suitable candidate to replace father, and she needed Hongbin to step in line as soon as he became 16. So Hongbin became a stronghold, not only for mother but for me as well. When ever I was crying he would console me but he himself refused to be consoled by me. I never saw him cry on his own but sometimes he would looks so broken, sometimes I'd see a tear fall in secret. Or his body hunched over the roses in the garden. His bigger yet small frame shook from his dry sobbing. Somehow I couldn't bring myself to let him see me whenever I caught him... I was so afraid of this side of Hongbin.I was so used to the strong and resilient brother that I became afraid of his emotions. When I was eight and Hongbin was nine, mother told us to go play with the other household boys. For Hongbin it was re-uniting however for me it was a first meeting. I was so afraid because while everyone had grown u together and knew each other so much I was an outsider. And I was terrified of being on the outside again."Don't worry, Jaehwan and Sun Woo will make sure you fit right in." Hongbin ruffled my hair and I flinched slightly. Not because it hurt but because I was a little surprised by it. Hongbin was not know for giving much affection but it made me calm down and it made me smile.When I arrived at the Kim household with Hongbin, a dark shadow came over his face and he grabbed my hand to pull me inside. We followed a maid to a brightly lit room. However I was too scared to talk or get close to anyone. Crying in the end Hongbin ended our meeting shortly and took me home. After I had calmed down I looked at Hongbin who looked pretty upset. I timidly reached out and place my hand on his. It surprised him but instead of pulling away he looked right at me."I-I'm sorry Hyung..." I looked down ashamed that I had acted like a big cry baby in front of his friends. It's not that I did not want friends. OF COURSE I wanted friends but...Until I was four the life of a household-less orphan was all I ever knew, after I was four I was stuck in the Lee Household learning and training to support my brother. In hope's that one day I'd be able to serve him as a beta-maybe.Making friends did not come 'easy' for me."It's okay..." Hongbin removed his hand from under mines putting it on his lap and I smiled moving my own hand onto my lap as well. When we got home Hongbin went to his room but before I could go to my room and basically scold myself for being a big baby, mother caught me and invited me to her room. Mother was 36, yet she did not look a day over 20. She asked me how the play date went and I broke out into another batch of tears. I was a ball of emotion today. She consoled me about it."I'm sure you'll be friend with those boys in no time, after all Hongbin is right there supporting you. Plus I happen to know two little boys your age who would absolutely kill to have someone as cute as you as a friend. You and your blond hair." Ah, my blond hair. The one thing that very clearly separated me from the Lee household. The entire royal family had auburn colored hair and dark red coats while my hair was almost a pale blond and my coat a very pale yellow.When I was little I'd hide my bright yellow highlighter hair. Afraid to be judged by the other Household children. Afraid to be hated for being the charity case of the Lee family. However mother got really mad at me for it. She even punished me by making me stand in a corner, hands up for ten minute. After I told he that I thought my hair was ugly, that I did not fit it."Who cares if you don't 'fit in'? You may not be my biological child but your MY child. Let the children say what they will in ignorance. You my sweet San Hyuk are a LEE. A beautiful blond haired LEE." She told me to never forget that and thank to her I love my hair."After talking to mother I entered Hongbin's room. It was empty and I was going to go but I hear some crying in the bathroom. Looking closely I noticed the light was on in there. Closing the bedroom door I went to the bathroom door to knock."It... hurts..." I could hear his whispering and as I got closer I yelled out to him."Hongbin??...""!...Go away Sanhyuk!" "Are you okay in there? Are you hurt?""I'm fine! Stay away from the door!."If there was one thing I was proud of it was the fact that at such a young as my ability to smell was amazing- even for a wolf. I had to learn how to control my over sensitivity to smell when I was little. It was too inconvenient living in an orphanage with other kids when you could faint just smelling garlic.So maybe that's why Hongbin told me to stay away because as soon as I got to the door the smell of copper diluted with alcohol hit me like a wave."URGH!" I wasn't controlling my nose's sensitivity well so the pungent smell  almost knocked me out. As soon as I feel to the floor Hongbin opened the door worried over me. When he reached out his hand to help me however I snapped back into reality. On his bare arm a slash mark was healing. It's scar almost fading away and I knew the copper smell was blood. Hongbin's blood. I snapped. With all the force I could muster I grabbed Hongbin's hand and stood up on my own. Pulling him to the bed and forcing him to sit down. I grabbed his shoulders tightly."Don't. Ever. Do. This. Again." I growled and he looked at me with wide-eyes. Right before getting angry himself and pushing me off the stand up as well."Don't you tell me what to do little boy. I doesn't even matter- If I get cut I can just heal it. No bruises no scars. Nothing." He sounded almost reassured, confident and It pissed me off."Don't you care about me? About your mother? Who care if it heals up just fine. You still feel pain. Your still hurting yourself." But even though I argued and fussed Hongbin would not stop. I watched in silence- for a whole month until one day I snapped. I couldn't take it, seeing Hongbin loosing himself so easily- so I told mother. At first she beat him, she was angry but then she hugged him and cried with him. We all cried together and mother made Hongbin promise to see a psychologist from now on. For now the issue was solved and everything would be at peace once more...After than incident I began to make more of an effort to console Hongbin. After seeing him so broken I could not even bear to cry all the time like I was used to. I was so spoiled by Hongbin hyung that I wasn't allowing him to lean on me as well. A selfish brat. As time went on I grew and I became rather close to Jaehwan and Sun Woo. We had long conversations over the phone about stuff we liked and even our older brothers. I discovered that Taekwoon was rather to himself and looked threatening. However Jaehwan assured me that he was like a plush. (Unlikely but okay). Sunwoo told me that Wonshik liked to play pranks and he was a bit boorish but he was kind (Sun Woo said he was 'as kind as he is oblivious').Despite our long conversations on the phone, we had not met in person since the first time and now it was take two. Sun Woo and Jaehwan had gotten hold of the castle number and basically bribed me to go to the Choi Household and play with them. Urgh...When I got there only Jaehwan and Taekwoon were there. Thety were playing with Min Gi hyung and Zitao hyung. (Well itao and Taekwoon were playing chess and Mingi was busy playing with Jaehwan and two the children."Who are they?" I whispered to Hongbin"No clue." He relied and we walked right on in. I took a seat by Jaehwan who clung on to me as soon as I did while I looked at Hongbin who sat to watch Taekwoon battle Zitao in chess. While Jaehwan was playing he wasn't looking at his surrounding and ended up kicking over the teapot that the girl had on the floor. The contents on it spilling all over Min Gi's shoes."You STUPID little HALF blood runt! How dare you!" I didn't know what he meant but calling Jaehwan a half blood but Taekwoon had risen from his seat while Zitao held him back.Just then Wonshik and Sun Woo came as well."What happening?" Sun Woo appeared by my side and it would have frightened me on a normal occasion but right now I could feel the power of Taekwoon's alpha in the room."Get out of the way Zitao, this is the last time I'm warning you."  Taekwoon's voice was getting lower and his patience was obviously wearing thin. I wasn't a true beating but even I knew that Zitao should be backing down- even in fear."No, calm down- he apologized already." Zitao growled back, not fazed by Taekwoon's slowly rising anger. I guess he was so used to his brother Min GI that he was immune to Alpha threats. However even I knew that Taekwoon was stronger than any 'normal' alpha."Taekwoon! It's okay! He already apologized!""No. Get. Out. Of. My. Way. Zitao." Taekwoon used an alpha command and Zitao was forced to comply. It was almost scary how much power Taekwoon held while being so calm"Get this through your tiny little brain. Jae Hwan is not one of your toys. He is not your property. You say anything like that again and I will end you myself." Min Gi kind of looked amused at the threat, Taekwoon growled at him before released his collar- grabbing Jae Hwan, he walked out. Sun Woo and I ran out after them, the other following us shortly after. After Sun Woo told Taekwoon and Jaehwan he'd call their parent to let them know that they were coming home they ran away in wolf form. Jaehwan's nimble little wolf following Taewoon's large wolf rather easily.After than incident no of us met up at the Choi household. In fact the Choi household banned both Zitao and Min Gi from meeting us as well. Which was fine because we met at Taekwoon's house. And something tells me that Taewoon holds his grudges like a belt holds up pants.After that incident I went into heavy studying. I made sure I practiced my fighting, controlling my sense of smell. I even took lessons with Hongbin for Sword Fighting, The teacher had tested me over and over. I seemed like nothing worked for me. My movement were to excessive and my hand would move as one even with one sword. So my instructor let me use two words. And just like that I found my calling.For my 12th birthday I was given  강한 (Strong) and 거대한 (Giant). Two swords dubbed 'The Heavenly Twin swords'- they were made using Unbreakable steel and strengthened with the magic of the elfin kind. While Strong was Heavy, Giant was rather light and it took a lot of training to physically and mentally to control both of them at once. But I learned how to right before the ceremony of the names began. Whenever a wolf turned 13 they were 'given' a new name. A human name- given to all wolf kind since our very beginning. My name was San Hyuk. As I was being given my name however I was also being tested. I was given a potion that would work in a day or two. It was to test my affinity for becoming a Beta. My role in the Lee Household was never established. No one had ever bothered to find out what rank my wolf was.The next day after my new name, Hyuk was given the potion worked. Of course not like anyone expected. The potion induced heat in an omega, anger in an alpha and it induced Hunger in a beta. I mean even I found it weird but Hongbin assured me that it worked.When it began...at first I was confused as to why my stomach felt a little weird. I felt like I was getting a little hot so I excused myself from helping the maids and ran to my room as quick and as inconspicuously as I could. When I got to my room I closed the door and crawled onto my bed. The heat in my stomach becoming worse.As it got worse the room became blurry and right when I need it least Hongbin came knocking on my door. I didn't know so I called him in."Lock the door please." I managed to tell him and he did, running up to me right after. I guess I looked awful because his face was all worried and he placed his hand on my forehead.His hand was cold to the touch and a wave of heat almost knocked me over as a result. However it wasn't only heat, it was raw want and need. My wolf was slowly taking over and all I wanted to do was molest Hongbin. However I knew I was stronger than that. I couldn't... not to Hongbin at least but it was so painful...and it hurt so bad that I couldn't contain my lust. His being in the room was having an animalistic affect on my body."H-Hongbin.' I moaned out for him. I must have sounded so lewd because my breath was becoming shallow and if I didn't get Hongbin to help me not I was going to do something drastic."P-please.""What do you need I'll do it for you." He panicked but I got up off the bed and pressed my lips to his.The coolness of it only teasing my heat. I wanted more. So much more...Our kisses got heated at Hongbin replied to my kiss. He sucked in my tongue-taking control over me. He pushed me to the bed, hovering over me. I broke apart the kiss and begged, no pleaded for him to touch me. And with a shaky hand he reached into my pants. He carefully kneaded my dick in his hands. However my lustful moans and wanton shouts of glee, and 'more' were enough stimulation for him to press down more. He moved more, and began to grind on me as well.I was in heaven right now. The cooling sensation taking over my body and the heat leaving my body .. But somehow it was more than that. I was feeling pleasure but I also felt at one with Hongbin. I clung to him and became so slutty in front of him. I had never been this way to other people- even guys I had liked. Feelings were there.Eventually Hongbin's hand were too much for me and I cummed in my underwear. With shallow breaths he pulled his hand out, cum all over it and with shallow breaths I relaxed on the bed."Thank You." I said to him but he went into my bathroom washed up and left with only a short "Your Welcome." Under his breath. When I got up to wash up as well, I saw all the cum in my underwear and blushed red. I just had- well almost had sex with my brother.After that life went on as normal as it was before. Hongbin never spoke of it an neither did I.When mother found out (That I was an omega- not about Hongbin and I) she bought me the MOST embarrassing toys.Lots of lube, All kinds of Dildo's she even brought me a couple of vibrators. It was humiliating and she gave it all to me in front of Hongbin too. I almost left the room in tears. So every heat I'd play by myself. However I'd imagine that it was Hongbin teasing me with his dick or plunging inside of me, so deep. I cummed every time with those thoughts, however the real thing would probably be better.And I knew that It was wrong to think like that...One day when I was 17 I was having heat as usual. However this one wasn't like the others. Unlike my first few it was stronger and lasted a bit longer. No males could enter my room, especially Hongbin my mother warned him to stay far away. His Alpha blood attracted my heat the most. It was the third night and Mother had sent Hongbin on a marriage date. The thoughts made my stomach turn. Just knowing that Hongbin would have to marry soon made me sick to my stomach and tears fell onto my sheet as I lay on my bed. Curled up into a small ball of lust and loathing. I couldn't fall asleep so I pulled out my biggest dildo. It was a newer one I had gotten recently and this was probably a perfect time to try it.I pulled down my shorts, stuck my ass in the air and reached for the lube. As I was prepping my ass the door to the balcony opened up and I froze. It was dark and I couldn't see who it was yet."Don't stop. Continue." The deep voice commanded me and I continued prepping myself after a pause. I knew that voice anywhere it was Hongbin. I moaned out enjoying the finger in my ass and I felt the bed lower as Hongbin sat on the bed. I could feel him watching me and it made me go faster. My moans getting shallower."You know, this is really hot." I moaned in agreement"Look at how sexy you are, fucking yourself on your fingers alone. In this big room all by yourself." Honbin poked me with his own finger and it made me moan and a shock ran thought my body."Oh~ Look at how your body reacts to just a touch. You know I watch you sometimes. I hear you cry out- my name."He stuck three fingers in my hole, removing the one's I had there previously."I-I only cum when I think about you." I admitted to Hongin who was slowly tortured me with his fingers. They were longer and bigger than mines. Opening me up a bit more."...Do you want me inside your tight hole?" Hongbin asked me while speeding up his fingers I moaned out with each thrust a loud 'Yes, Mhmm- please more!" I begged him to fill me up with his cock and open me wide with his knot.He got the lube from the side of the bed got ready to enter me."P-please hurry up." I begged and he entered. He wasn't fast, but he wasn't slow either and he was bigger than my biggest dildo. However his pace was just what I needed. No wanted, and he left me in a crying mess as he began to pound away. At this point I couldn't care who hear so I moaned and yelled and cursed as much as I wanted to. Careful not to call out Hongbin's name and raise suspicion. Before we knew it Hongbin began to knot inside of me and even though I said I wanted it. I was in a cleared state of mind. Being an omega. If Hongbin was lucky he could impregnate me. And what would mother say about that? I got worried and did Hongbin but we both know that it was too late. Even though the though terrified me. Hongbin's knot almost made me lose my sense of reality. Stretching my ass as nothing ever had. I was moaning and sobbing because it was so big. After a  it went down and Hongbin pulled out of me. I could feel his cum running down my wobbly legs."Go shower." He told me before zipping his own pants up and walking out my room door. I was shocked that he had just blatantly walked out there when the maids would see him and find out. However  no one did and it wasn't until mother was on her deathbed when Hongbin was 21 that we told her that we were mated. She told me that it was okay and even told me to pursue Hongbin. She also told me that she had know for a while and was waiting for us to tell her. She died happily and with both of us, hand in hand looking over her.Her ashes were buried in the rose garden along with our father.Made some corrections- took out ages as not to confuse people. Yup Success.