08 (1/1)

YouI hugged my knees as I sat by the window. The sound of countless little droplets against the roof and the water pouring down the windows made me feel less alone. Staring outside, I watch the kids happily playing and splashing puddles to each other, how I miss being one too. All of a sudden I miss the days when I thought the only reason people cried was because they scraped their knee. When I used to dream about being anything I wanted to be without knowing the discouraging realities of society. When feeling better was as simple as receiving a kiss and a warm hug from your mom. But sadly, those days were long gone. Lazily, I get off my bed and dragged myself inside the bathroom. The shower is a good place to hide. I can't hear the phone ring in there or see that I have seven new texts and four new voicemails from people I don't expect. People can't ask how am I. They cannot look at me with their pity faces, they can't hear me cry. No one can see my tears, not even me. Sometimes, I tell myself that maybe I should just stop hoping. I turned off the shower and made my way to the tub. Lost in a deep thought, I stared blankly across the room. Slowly, I found myself close to dozing off, but a knock was heared making me come back to my senses."Hey."I was surprise that he got inside my room or rather, my house. I wonder where he got that awesome super powers where you can enter a place in a prudent way. "Shorty, you there?" I didn't respond. Thinking that maybe he'd just leave me alone if I kept quiet, but I thought wrong. "What the hell?" The both of us exclaimed, but his tone was more surprised than mine. There he was, frozen on his own tracks, mouth slightly agape, eyes were wide as saucers and face as red as tomato."You might want to make your way outside my bathroom you know?" I told the dumbstrucked Sehun. He cleared his throat and smirked. "Why is your bathroom door unlocked?" He asked while slowly making his way towards the helpless me inside the tub. "D-d-don't come closer!" I yelled, and grabbed the detachable shower head near the tub and threatened him that I will shower him with cold water if he dares to come anymore closer, but I only earned a scoff from him.  Sehun seriously did come closer. m style="font-family:'times new roman';">This jerk. He leaned closer and I became more flustered than earlier. Slowly, cold sweats start to build up on my temple when our eyes met and locked at each other's stare. "What if some pervert entered here instead huh?" He uttered with a serious tone. "Well someone already DID." I retorted. "Aren't you even worried that someone might took advantage of you huh?" He asked. "Right...You don't have to because no one will be interested." He flicked my forehead and mocked a laugh."Fuck you.""Don't stay in the tub anymore longer or you'll catch a cold." He reminded me before finally heading outside. Sehun can really be a complete ass-jerk towards me sometimes, but most of the time he cares for me no matter what. And I love that side of him. I wrapped my body with a towel and took a peak before heading outside, making sure that Sehun's not there before I start changing. I glance at my window and saw that the rain became heavier than earlier. I opened my wardrobe and stood there motionless as I stare at Luhan's pile of clothes."Wow, what a complete mess. Very unlady like." I was startled. I turned around and found Sehun shaking his head, judging my messy wardrobe."WHAT THE HELL! GET OUT. NOW!" I exclaimed, pushing him outside my bedroom. I shut the door close and locked it to make sure that Sehun can no longer sneak in. Seriously?  I rummaged through my "unlady like-messy wardrobe" just like Sehun said, when something caught my tired eyes.  "Luhan, I'm cold.""Here, wear this. It's my favorite hoodie.""Yah! I'm asking for a hug here you know! Stupid Lulu.""Don't pout my princess, you know how that pout makes me weak. Come here, I'll hug you till you fall asleep."  Here I am, sobbing silently as I held onto his favorite hoodie. How many memories can come through at once before they are just jumbled words and faces mixed together by years of pain?  I changed into his favorite hoodie which still has his smell on it. I was in the verge of crying, again but I swallowed hard enough to stop the tears that was threatning to fall. I took a deep breath before opening the door. There I found Sehun standing infront of my room. I was wondering if he was there right from the start after I force him outside, I just hope that he didn't hear my sorrowful sobs. All of a sudden he pulled me into a hug and I found myself having another emotional breakdown. There I was sobbing uncontrollably on my bestfriend's chest, wrapped by his warmth as he softly caress my back.  Sehun, please forgive me if I don't talk much at times like this and breaking down all of a sudden. It's already loud enough in my head. SehunI'm here for you. I love you. I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long. I will stay with you. There's nothing you can do to lose my love. Hi there. I think I'm gonna edit chapters 1-8 when I have spare time, also my foreword and prologue. So yeah, btw thanks for subscribing and reading this fanfic of mine. I guess you guys are really silent readers huh? Hahahaha! Anyway, I would love to read your comments or feedbacks down there you know? Don't be scared, I don't bite. LOL So far, how do you find this fic of mine? Hope you guys enjoy reading this! *throw hearts everywhere.*