09 (1/1)

This might be a crappy chapter guys, so I'm sorry. My mind is a mess, I'm messed up.  Sehun"Hey" I said trying to get her attention as she hum in response. "What's wrong? You look so gloomy." I asked. "I do? Well, I'm just tired." She responded and let out a faint laugh. How many times has the phrase 'I'm just tired.' been repeated? Once? Twice? Multiple times? Nobody is ever 'just tired'. It's an excuse, a shield for what they're hiding.  Pain. Guilt. Ache. Heartbreak. "Sehunnie." She said as she lean her head on my shoulder. "I really appreciate you even though you're a total jerk-ass towards me. You've seen every side of me. You can tolerate me. You know how to calm me down, cheer me up, keep me smiling. Better yet, you didn't walk out on me when I know other people would have." I was taken aback, lost for words. Not until she continued."I'm glad you're my bestfriend." Fuck my life.  A voice in my head keeps on asking. "Will you tell me how long you have loved her?"  It has been coming on so gradually, that I hardly know when it began. I felt ill, useless, sad. I was in love with her and she's too stupid to notice, even a blind man could see how much I love her. The bell rang making me come back to my senses, I stole a glance at her and found her sleeping soundly this girl . "How long do you plan on sleeping?" I said as I flick her forehead. "Maybe 'till later." She mumbled. This brat, she doesn't have any plan on getting up huh. I threatened her that I'll tickle her till she can no longer breathe if she don't get up, but I only earned a glare from her.  "I'll kiss you if you don't get up. Now." I smirked. "Oh please Sehunnie, you're on-" I cut her off, pinning her down as I stare deeply into her eyes. She stared back like she was looking through my soul, I became lost. "You really can't see it huh?" I said. "S-see what?"  I shut my eyes close and took a deep breath before answering. "The frog beside you."    YouIt was already 45 minutes past dismissal and I'm still here, rotting on my seat. My homeroom teacher asked me to wait a bit because she'll discuss some stuff with me regarding the upcoming sports fest. I glance outside the window and found myself staring at the soccer field where Luhan confessed his love towards me. Tears start to build up as memories start flashing back rapidly. There's something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.I shook my head and buried my face in my arms as I drift my attention towards other stuff before I could start sobbing all over the place.   All of a sudden, I felt someone poked my back. I ignored it at first, but it went one. "Go away Sehun." I uttered. I thought it finally stopped, but hey I thought wrong. "What is it now!?" I hissed at him as I shoot him daggers, but to my actual surprise it wasn't Sehun. Luhan? I was frozen. My heart was beating fast. "Are you just gonna stare at me or what?" He chuckled. "I miss you so much princ-" My palm hit across his cheek. I was trembling and tearing up. What took you so long!? My hand was about to land on his precious cheek again, but this time he caught it ang kissed my fingertips as he lock his eyes on mine. I felt weak. He gave me a faint smile before pulling me into a tight hug.  You think it was tough out there? Think it was easy for me without you? You thought that every single day wasn't a goddamn marathon of my life without you?

I planned to say all these terrible things to him, but in the end, all I could say is that I so fucking miss him very much. Luhan broke the hug and kissed my forehead. "Don't cry now my princess." he said as he tip my chin up to meet my eyes. How I missed those pair of beautiful eyes. "I promised didn't I?" He cupped my face lovingly as his thumb swiped the tears away. "You're so unfair!" I manage to blurt out those words in between my sobs. He heaved a sigh before knocking his forehead on mine.  "Indeed, I am." He said barely whispering. "I'm really sorry." He added and a tear glided down on his cheek. I cupped his face. "I'm sorry for hitting you ear-" He cut me off by locking our lips. My hands resting on his cheeks slowly fell and glided on his arms. Our fingers automatically laced as he pinned me on the wall. We pulled our lips away and he hovered an inch from my face. "I missed you so much." he told me with a smile plastered on his face. The sun's rays coming through the window almost blinded me, but I guess it was just Luhan's smile that was blinding.  "If you don't wake up now I'm going to let you sleep here 'till tomorrow comes." I heard a familiar voice. "Okay then, bye." My eyes opened wide. "Finally you woke u- Wait, are you crying?"  So, everything was just a dream then. "I'm not. I'm impersonating a fountain." I said as I wipe the remaining tears away. "Anyway, is there any chance you bump into Mrs. Kim along the way?" I asked, trying to change the topic so that Sehun won't have the chance to ask further more questions why the hell was I crying. "She told me she's going to discuss some matter regarding the upcoming sports fest with me." I continued as I massage my temple. There was a long silence between us. "I guess I'll take that as a no then." I said as I reach for my bag.  I walk towards Sehun and slung my arm around his shoulder and dragged the dumbfounded him outside our classroom. "Treat me a bubble tea okay?" I chuckled. It was only just a dream, yet it felt so real. I want to apologize if the update was delayed. I'm sorry for this crappy chapter guys, just like I said, I'm messed up. By the way, I might edit the other chapters and this one too tomorrow because it's sembreak already. So yeah, thanks for bearing with me guys. I LOVE YOU *throw hearts and candies everywhere*