ForewordXiumin... The guy Ive been head over heels for...finally accepted me...You see Im a boring bookworm who enjoys photography and sculpting. Throughout high school, my heart belonged to him and only him. Now Im 23 and hes 25. Weve been dating for 11 months, almost a year...a year with each other. Hes a professor at Seoul University and Im proud of him...We would study together and grade papers and prepare lectures for his classes. He always thanked and praised me and it made me the happiest...I taught him how to cook...he taught me how to bake...we had a beautiful thing going...Too beautiful...However, I was never the type of girl to earn happily ever afters...That man... I could never hate him...no matter how bad he fucks up...hes the love of my life...even if Im not his...