So I wanted to make this one-shot to show some support to himdae pairing, there isnt too much himdae and himlo stories so yeah from now Im going to stop writing banghim and only focus on himdae and himlo ....  Title : Even though ... Pairing : Banghim (short mention), himlo, himdae ... Style : Angst, sad ... Foreword  I didnt expect him to be like this, I didnt expect to react that way but ... " I was forced " I said to him, he didnt look convinced, to be honest me too I wasnt conviced by myself ..." I warned you dont get near him again " He said dusting the shirt I was about to offer ..." Otherwise Ill be forced to hurt you " This words slipped past his lips like they were some confort words  I get it, I understand " What the hell, Im weak now ?! He nodded walking to the door and bumped me into the process mumbling a good ... Was I this weak, this afraid of him ?!  Im older than him but I still so afraid of what he could do ! I chuckle Im so pathetic Yeah, pathetic its what Im, even though he didnt think that of me Even though he didnt know all of this  Even though he didnt know anything  Even though he didnt know that ... I fall in love with him And he wasnt going to know it ...         So yeah here it the foreword its sucks I know, Im going to write this story ....